Sangeeta Gupta: GOOD BYE

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Sangeeta Gupta is a Delhi based bilingual poet, artist and documentary film maker. She has 35 published books to her credit, it includes a collection of short stories and 16 anthologies of poems in Hindi and seven in English.. Eleven of her books of  poems are translated  in  German, Greek, Mandarin, Hungarian, English Bangla, Dogri, Tamil and  Urdu. She has translated a Book of Hungarian Poems by Istvan Turzi in Hindi -wish you were here. Furthermore, she was awarded a Doctor of Literature degree by the 42nd World Congress of Poets(2023) recognizing her outstanding contributions to the world of literature. She also has directed, shot and scripted 36 documentary films, six of them are in the collection of Library of Congress, Washington. She has held 36 solo exhibition of paintings all over the world.

GOOD BYE

A saga of

shared laughter

those never ending

conversations about nothing 

drenching in the rain like crazy

bursting into laughter for no reason

 your childish possessive behaviour

being rude to others

just because they wished to be my friend

watching  late night movies

reading poems

eating Chinese at your favourite restaurant

going for small holidays

travelling together

just to be with each other

meeting and staying the night

at a friend’s house 

and talk through the night

 those letters we wrote with such intensity

those long distance calls

all have become our past

a record of

historical old fashioned friendship

and now after decades

we have not only drifted apart

we are torn apart

we do not talk 

you have learnt to hurt

and I have learnt to pretend

that I am not hurt

and I don’t give a damn

when you refuse to respond

to my messages

or do not pick up

the phone when I call

 now I really know

what a heart never forgets

 I never wished to make you my past

or part of my memories

those innocent friendships

were meant to last a lifetime

if not more

and yet we are growing

without being part

of the journey called life

 I may die tomorrow

or someday I am not sure how soon

or you may depart this planet

before me or after me

there are no bridges

which can bring you back to me

though I am capable of doing

the impossible you know fully well

but you have turned into a stone wall 

a closed unbreakable iron door

I will never be able to cross

I will  accept your decision

to break my heart

I will live and love you forever

thought of finally saying

goodbye to you.

Sangeeta Gupta

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